the deathly hollows

i dont know what is it excatly the ultimate things that drive my mood to be soo much bad today.. i have less blood flowing over my face.. i feel it.. i know it looks pale than ever.. (at least the make-up work, huh! :D)

im surely i have less sleep since i've got the deathly hollows in my hand.. i've spend almost 14 hour straight (i mean,literally!) to read it out.. in fact, i've already read the book in english version.. i know the story already, i know the trick and the ending.. i know just about anything.. but still.. i've read it words after words like i've never-ever see the book before..

since then..i always feel sleepy at work..spiritless..and tired..and sleepy.. and tired..and more sleepy..and..ti---

the job in the office feels like the Germino and Flagrante Curses.. when ever you touch it.. it'll replicate it self.. the more you touch it.. the more it replicate.. and when it touch your skin.. it burn like hell..

i hate to do the work..that when it finish..somebody else will take the proud of being the one who finish it!!! cr**p!

this time will be the end..i will never take any job that will put me in the shadow.. the job that will reward someone else that has nothing to do with the job!!!

fiuh!..
i really need a double cup of melting- like- sweet- candy- ice- cream- covered- thick- timmed- milk- chocolate- with- cashew- crunchy- topping.. hmm.. nyumm..

oya..one thing left..

DONT EVER PUT YOUR HEART IN THE HANDS OF A SO-CALLED-BAND-GEEK WHO THROWN IT ALL AWAY!!!